Hi my Name is Erwin Im 18 years old and im proud being A gay..A gay with dignity and Honor to God..My hobby is collecting shelles, singing, dancing and acting these talent is my tressure i can make people smile through my Funny and unforgetable emotion and face reaction.Everyone dreams of having a good life from oppression and poverty to the change that everyone desires. What if the change you know is the opposite of what you expected. Will you continue or will you just give up everything? Have you experienced what I have experienced about life’s challenge for change. If yes, compare my experience with your experience what is the difference, if not, continue reading this essay so you know what are the reasons for my deviation from the wrong path that resulted in my decision from what I experienced. .
From being naive to having a mind there is more suffering than pleasure in many things. I have experienced envy of children eating delicious while bread is in my hand, I have cried countless times out of fear, been ignored many times for not fighting enough, several times have been hurt emotionally from a judgmental environment, have tried to commit suicide because of over-thinking and boredom with repetitive life events. It's all part of who we are.
Even if I fall a few times-I will still try to get up, even if I cry many times-it will pass, even if I refuse many times-I will still try but if I thought of ending my life because I gave up-I am a coward to leave the world it's nothing proven. These are among the challenges of my upbringing that have shaped what I am experiencing in my life today. When because of the programs and workshops of our town and school, I was taught how to weigh and solve my problems, I learned to analyze the events in my environment, I understood my parents, and how I treat and deal with my vicious friends.
What I learned made a big difference in myself and other people. I am thankful that even in the small things I have been a part of every person I meet on my journey. Even as I have helped my fellow youth who have now avoided the wrong path they will take, I have been inspired in life to continue to help in the way I can. They will remain in my mind and heart forever.
It nice to have a Good frends to make our world better.