ang effort ko ba? hays aq lng i2 deza butttt ecq kasi plus i wanna be extra and somehow unique, kaya i did this. you know nmn i'm bida-bida HAHSAHHAHAH naenjoy mo naman ba bday mo? i hope yes, kasi if not, bakit??? you're already 17, malapit na us sa legal age, donate na ba aq ng height? HAHSAHHAHAHA kidding aside, i'll try my best para masabi lahat ng gusto kong sabihin.

ilang beses ko na sinabi sa 'yo how grateful I am that I have you diba? kaya i'm not gonna tell you na uli, i'm not really into words pero i'm so so so proud of you. sa acads, your decisions in life, and LOVE LIFE HASHAHAHAHA basta sa lahat, sobrang proud ako (ay wow, nanay yarn). if ever I did something that caused you pain in the past and recently, sorry pu HAHSHAHAHA and thank youuuuuu, 'di ko na sasabihin lahat ng dahilan kasi baka abutin ako ng decade, wow OA HSAHAHHAHA basta tnx, isipin mo na lng yung reasons why, balakajan. tho i'm super grateful to you for sticking w/ me thru highs and lows. kaya let's achieve our dreams together, sana makapasok tayo sa dream school natin HASHAHAHA more vlogs, more impromptu galas, more dramas, more chikahan, and more years of friendship dezaaaaa.

if you need advice in everything, mapalove life, acads, family problems man ‘yan, i’m here. i’m not one call away pero try q HASHAHAHAHA sa love life mo, kaya mo na ‘yan, iyak ka lang HAHSHAHAHAHA basta yun ngaaaa, go lang, take a risk as long na you can handle all the pain. If you know na hindi mo na kaya, stop, okay? remember that what you feel yung pinaka-mahalaga above everything. basta magcommit ka sa sure sa ‘yo, i’m not gonna judge him kasi idk both sides. iyo lang alam q but knowing him i know na may dahilan (hoping it was valid) AHSHAHAHA did u ask him na ba? If not, whyyyyyy? takot ka no??? sa sagot nya. edi nyenye. then, sa acads mo AHSHAHAHAHA WAG MO NA IYAKAN YON, you can ask me naman pero pag itatanong mo ‘ko, make sure na it’s the perfect time HASHHAHAAHA char, wala nmn ng math yata sa g12, and if sa ibang subj, feel free to ask me, okay? ahh, pakopya aq, tnx mwa HAHSAHHAHA. and, sa family problem mo, i know na meron kasi sino ba namang wala? duh, baka you’re not comfortable enough to share, it’s totally fine. basta if you’re in pain, ilabas mo lang, iiyak mo. in that way, mas gagaan pakiramdam mo. always think on the brighter side, pero not to the point na sobrang positive ka sa lahat kasi it might invalidate ur feelings, i don’t want that to happen nmn sa ‘yo (kiligin ka naman oh). to summarize it all HASHAHHAHAHA, mas better pa rin na mag-open ka sa ibang tao pero it depends pa rin sa ‘yo pero nandito kami, okay? remember that.

may nabasa ako, sabi as long as you’re not going overboard w/ ur emotions, what you feel abt the whole situation is valid. just wanna share lng, baka it might cheer you up. speaking of nabasa, diba i mentioned to u before na bumili aq ng libro, self help book, more on abt law of attraction. sinasabi don na “we get what we focus on” then I realized na kaya siguro every time na masaya tayo kinabukasan or the next next day, magiging malungkot or may mangyayari na ‘di maganda sa ‘tin, alam mo kung bakit ganon? kasi yung isip natin nagfocus don kaya ayon yung naattract natin, ayon yung nangyari. like, dibaaa masaya ako ngayon tas biglang automatic na papasok sa isip ko na may kapalit ‘to na lungkot or something, and diba nagkakatotoo nga? may nangyayari talaga na di maganda kasi yung mind & feelings ko expected na ‘yon, parang nakafocus ako don. wala lang skl, ibigsabihin lang non, yung mindset mo put it always on the brighter side para positive yung maattract mo, okay? HAHSHAHAHHAH gets mo ba, kasi kung hindi, aba ABA IGETS MO!!!! i know na tatamarin ka lang basahin pero if u want naman, papahiram ko sayo. hays grabe, parang d aq i2. napanood mo na ba yung forgotten, be with you, and the dude in me huh rodeza benitez tskkk. hoy andami ko nang sinasabi, basta lab u ewwww. may sasabihin pa yata ako pero i don’t think kaya ng braincells q alalahanin so imma save it sa future.

wherever you are, whomever you’re with, and whatever’s happening, it will not erase the fact na isa ka sa I really really really treasure. AND IT WILL NOT CHANGE THE FACT NA FIRST IMPRESSION MO SA ‘KIN MASUNGIT, hatdog ka ba, mukha ba ‘kong masungit, hindi kaya duh. btw, don’t think so low of yourself. lab kita, palagi.