⭐⭐⭐⭐.5
(4.5 stars.)
The blurb:
A lifetime ago a patient escaped Nazareth mental asylum. They covered their tracks carefully. Or so they thought.Thirty years ago, Marianne Smy committed a crime then fled her home to leave the past behind, Or so she thought.
Now, Marianne has been forced to return. Nazareth asylum has been converted to luxury flats, but its terrible hold on her is still strong. A successful academic, a loving mother and a loyal wife, she fears her secret being revealed and her world shattering. She is right to be scared.
✨ The review:
I have to admit, I massively underestimated this book. When I read the blurb, I straight away got AHS asylum vibes, and thought YES! A good old corrupt asylum story for me to get stuck into. And while I wasn’t wrong, this book was SO much more than that. The story is written from four different perspectives: Marianne Smy as an adult in the present day, Marianne as a teenager, MP Helen Morris, and briefly at the end, we hear from Mariannes daughter Honor.
Reading we know you know is like being on a bloody rollercoaster, not only because it jumps through multiple different points in time, but also because It’s one of those books where you initially think you have a really good grasp of who are the “goodies” and who are the “ baddies” and then all of a sudden, you find yourself rooting for the baddie, feeling guilty that you judged them so harshly….before reading a few more pages and deciding you’re back to hating them again, even stronger than before, only to settle on the fact that maybe they’re not as much of an utterly terrible a person as you thought they were 50 pages back.
The characters are complex and the storyline is twisty and unpredictable, but something that is consistent throughout the entirety of this book, is the way Erin Kelly creates a creepy dark atmosphere and manages to transport the reader. I went from being sat in my bed with a brew reading a book, to being in a creepy old asylum, and honestly I kinda liked it there!
So after my glowing review so far, you’re probably wondering why I didn't score this beauty of a book a 5, and instead gave it a still fantastic, but not quite perfect 4.5? Well that’s entirely down to the first part of the book.
This book fell victim to that really predictable phase in the beginning of many thrillers, where the narrator keeps harping on about “something bad” that happened in the characters past, that you know we eventually will get to the bottom of, but for the first 20% it feels a little too familiar, and slightly tedious!
This book is a real gem, and I'm thrilled that I stumbled across it! I didn’t want it to end, and it left me wanting more, which is the true sign of a great book! It’s definitely made me want to explore more of Erin Kelly's thrillers, that’s for sure!