I was in a mentally abusive relationship for 3 years, he cheated on me what felt like a few times a month. I found messages of him telling other girls I wasn’t pretty enough, he would tell me that I had lost weight and lost the only thing he actually liked about me (my butt). No one was going to ever like me. He called me every single name he could think of, he would push me around and talk down to my family members who tried so hard to be there to help me. He could not keep a job, so I gave him a place to live, a car and many cell phones to try and help him. I ended up getting pregnant. During the pregnancy he gave me no support, he told me constantly “I should consider an abortion, a baby will ruin his reputation” and then would claim he was joking about it. He would go out every weekend Friday-Sunday and would turn off his phone so I couldn’t get ahold of him. I was considered crazy to all of his friends and his family because I would text them asking for help and wondering where he was, when he came back I would be losing it and screaming and crying. I begged him to stay at the house for just one weekend. My beautiful little girl was born August 5th, 2018. He was on drugs when he brought me into the hospital, I had no idea. I really believed at this time we were doing well, I was clueless. 12 days after she was born he went out to party and had sex with another girl. On our daughters first Halloween, he went to his “girlfriends” house instead of coming trick or treating with us(who I at the time of course had no clue about yet). On our daughters first birthday, he went out and did drugs with his friends. In November 2019, he cheated again. He never quit, i believed I could help him and stayed hoping we could be a happy family. I finally let go of everything I had tried so hard to keep.
On March 1st, I left all our awful memories. I bought a new house, Huxley and I moved with so much help from all of our wonderful family and friends. I am so grateful, for realizing I am worth more, for realizing Huxley needs a happy mom and for all of our people that helped me push through it and come out stronger than ever. We got through it, and we will get through whatever life throws at us next!❤️
Keep pushing babes