Me,Myself,and I

And you will say, "Damn, whatta weird girl!"

Just a bunch of weird girl who wants to be happy. Find my favorite things here!

And even if u drunk and came to my home,

And even if u drunk and come to my home,
And I knew you will call me for the first time after you went out from the bar,
And you will curse for everything that happened that day,

And then you will laugh then you cry,
And I will not answered your questions.
And I will be the one who hang up the phone,

Not until you recklessly driving to my home.
You knocked the door, screaming my name so loudly.
Until your voice is hoarse.
Untill silence came.

Im on the other side of the door.
Sitting while thinking about something.
About how you will blame everything on me.
Say that you are just a victim of what I have done.

"Fuck, I said if you not coming back to your apartment, I will call the police.”

New Year's Day

You will throw all your troubles at me
Then I will smile while holding my hand tightly,
“I will listen to your whole story.”
I know it will be a long road
When you start crying until you're exhausted
Rubbing your reddened eyes roughly
Then laugh after that
I will accompany you until the day ends every day
On the rooftop while enjoying a quiet night
Even with restless feelings
Waiting until tomorrow morning can we both still eat well?


"You're coming back in the new year?" you ask me while looking at the empty street.
I rest my head on his shoulder.
"I came back just to continue what I started."
There were no more conversations after that. We both know, that after this we won't be together for long.
"Just remember one thing,"
"Never be a stranger to me again."
Where I can recognize the sound of your laughter anywhere.
Never read the end of the page on this trip.
I just don't want this to be just a memory.
Hold this all in when I finally get back to you.

Glitter scattered on the floor after the party ended
People are sleeping everywhere because they are drunk
The pinata you crushed last night with a baseball bat was lying on the floor just like that
Colorful confetti and broken party banners
I'll clean up all this mess with you.

Time standing still.

Time will only feel like it's running when it's with you.
Then why after all the things I've been through,
All the hard work I went through,
I have tried everything
But why do I feel like I'm stuck in here?
It's like being trapped in a time loop When the clock is turning
And I run around it
Only to realize that I will sink again
The voices in my mind will only force me
To feel that it feels like yesterday
Even though the seconds have long passed
Why every picture shard contains a beautiful story
Will only make myself want to pull the clock back
Back to being in that time again
Back to feeling for the first time
Please don't make me feel this again Every day ends I can only play guitar without singing
Every night I don't sleep well
All you leave in me is feeling blue
Not a day without having to feel these eyes dry for 24 hours
There is no day without having to contemplate in the middle of the night City streets feel very busy
Dim lights illuminate the building
But why does it feel so lonely
How is it possible to live life with full expression
When everything feels the same.

Goddamn.

Sometimes you always color me blue.

Sometimes i ask, why i born like this.
Described as a fragile person and spoiled.
They said, "We need to protect you, someone might harm you."
Yes, and that was you too.
If i can be another, i want to walk alone in the night and enjoying my things without worrying about anything.

She always said, "Close the door, someone might harm you."
I said i'm old enough to protect myself.
Tell them to respect us.
If i can picturing as someone that i loved,
But now i described you as a monster.

Why ur words hurt me more than stabbing into the knife.

I just liking something, you said i was a freak.
How about you then.

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