I have already know I should not find approval from men. Yet I kept on holding on to find identity in men. High hope splash and I fall into basic again.
Tossed in the wave like infants.
I am a mental illness patient. I can't do things beyond my abilities. My brother said my father reject me yet he used my toxic working environment to force me to change job. I know where he is coming from cos he wants me change job with higher pay to help my dad retire. But the thing is I only have high school certificate and vocational certificate. How can I able to earn $1800? This is ridiculous.
I felt my brother have changed. He only concern about money rather than my mental health. I am disappointed in him.
I worried our relationship changed and become award.
Since my ex colleague left, I have been struggling with my work. Yet my company has no intention to employ someone to help me. Everyday rush to get work done. I felt I was getting stuck.
Deep down inside I am full of anger and bitterness. I felt worthless. The company recruits people and gives to other departments. It will never reach my department.
Famous? More on fearful how people think of me . Esp people in church. I dont know how I can continue my spiritual walk w God like this..
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