It has been a popular trend to sbawl nice things and most cases, things that you can't afford to have in that period of your life but it doesn't stop you from still desiring it and it shouldn't. Earlier this year, I uploaded a podcast episode called "I deserve better" and little did I know I would have a better "device" later this year. Within this testimonial piece, I will be sharing how God gifted me with a gift, I sbawled for a hot minute, and how that strengthen my faith and journey.
I have heard of many amazing stories of God coming through in difficult times and even though I have many of my own, this testimony I share with you showed me that truly it is not by my will or power but it is all God. Allow me to break this testimony into different segments for us to grasp the gems or lessons attached.
Problem:
For the past year and a half, I either had trouble with the functionalities of my laptop or it would stop working when I needed it the most like the time I had 20 page research paper to complete and submit but my laptop was like deuces. I like calling this the dark times of my academic journey and even in these so-called dark times, I was at peace that all would work out.
Many times, we can get so consumed by the problem that we forget God is still God even in the rough times and His peace is sufficient even in those very times. Jesus came to give life and life in abundance(John 10;10) and God's Word even in this time was so real and comforting for me. I believed it, still believe it and so should you!
Prayer:
Within the two weeks of exams remaining of my 1st semester this year, I decided to write it at a friend's student/leadership house. It was with this friend that I shared the challenges I was facing in my academic journey and little did I know she would not just pray for me but share this with the house parents and they prayed for me too even after I was long gone.
This year, I've seen the power of prayer and the beauty of how it can make a difference in one's life. It is not just praying that does the trick but believing in what you pray for and manifest over your life. Sometimes you'll find out that you are the answered prayer or solution to a problem hence be attentive to the Holy Spirit.
Answered Prayer:
It was a week in the new semester(at the leadership house) and my so-called fixed laptop died on me again. At that point, I was over it and was quite hesitant to tell my parents about it for various reasons. I continued to attend classes on my phone that week. However, there was this chilly day where my roommate and I decided to take a nap but as we tried, we were called upstairs and I got a bit anxious as we sat down on the couch and waited to find out what "this was all about" and the mother (who is American) of the house handed me her phone and I saw a young lady who greeted me and my roommate. I was so confused as to why I was talking to this stranger from America and before I could even entertain my confusion, I was told that this lady got me a gift, and right there I was handed a MacBook Air. I had very little words but a lot of tears and a lot of thank yous.
It was said to be a surprise and boy did it surprise me. I flabbergasted by how it all played out and how I didn't sweat, beg, or fight for it to happen. God is your father, He knows what you need, He knows how to answer and when. I would have never imagined that I would receive a MacBook Air(for free) overseas from a total stranger. So remember this, God's answer will not always look the way you have pictured it or planned it.
Planning:
This young lady was connected to my house parents and a few weeks prior to receiving my gift, she could and for the first time ever asked if there was a student in the house who needed help with ANYTHING and my name was the first that came up and what I needed. After suggesting different laptops, this stranger who didn't even know me, said she wanted to get the best and what she trusts which was Apple. If I share how the laptop arrived in South Africa, it will probably take a part two but just know that there are parties involved who knew nothing about me but the face I needed a laptop.
Many times God's plan will not include you. Over the years I have seen how He loves giving surprises/gifts. It is not our works that gain His favor but our faith, your faith works wonders and God does all the hard work.
Take Away:
God is good all the time and all the time God is good. I battled with a PC for the past two years but God was still good, kind, powerful, loving. The struggles I had to where I am and heading, show me that God is a Man of His Word. If there is anyone you need to be dependent on, it is Him.
•What are your take aways from this testimony?
•What surprises have you received from God?
•What are factors that strengthen or weaken your faith?