Daily Reminder: Focus on good vibes for best outcomes

Your Daring Darlene

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Random thoughts that suddenly appears out of nowhere

Don’t let somebody take you down. Be the ‘Bestie’ of yourself and protect yourself as how you protect your best friend.

In order to be accepted by someone, you should accept yourself first, accept your flaws, your constraints, because being flawed is just normal, nobody is perfect. BEING IMPERFECT IS PERFECT. You should be the one who will accept first yourself, accept for who you are and what you are because no one will do it for you, it’s ONLY YOU.

Another reminder is, there is something to happen. Just wait for the right time, prepare yourself for it, be the best version of yourself for that ‘something’. Just have faith in God because He is still working on to that ‘something’. He is still writing your story, that’s why we usually notice we have ‘twists’ in life because we’re on the climax part of our story and it implicates that The Author is making sure that you will experience ‘they live happy ever after’ in the end. We have different timelines in life, we have different stories in life but the same Author. If you feel you are left behind compare to your batchmates, classmates, friends, relatives, then it’s their story and NOT YOURS. Maybe you haven’t reach yet your own timeline or you’re not yet on the best part of your story. JUST WAIT because He is still on the process of writing your life story. God is working each day for your life and for your prayers.
If you feel that your prayers are not answered by God, maybe it’s not yet the right time, or maybe IT’S REALLY NOT FOR YOU. No matter how intimate you have prayed for it if it’s not meant for you then it won’t really happen. Maybe it would jeopardize your life in the end. God won’t let that happen for you, He don’t want to put your life in danger because HE LOVES YOU. All you have to do is to love Him and have stronger faith in Him.
If you feel ungrateful, then you are not giving attention to your best things in life that would make you feel grateful!

Pps. I don’t know why I wrote these random things. It feels like there’s someone who’s pushing me to write something and let go my thoughts this morning. It feels weird Haha.
Disclaimer: I’m not really good in English.

- Random thoughts in March 14, 2021, 8:18 AM. LOL!

- Navarra, 2021

Realizations of a Fangirl

Celebrating 1 year experience of being a fan of SB19

It’s been a year since I started to stan the best ppop group I’ve known. Actually I’ve known them since 2019, since they went viral online and it triggers me to explore more about them but I’d already made a promise to IV of Spades that they will be the last celebrities that I will idolized (promises are meant to be broken haha) but unfortunately they announced hiatus that really saddens my fangirling life. When that happened, my fangirling self were longing for another source happiness from any idols. While scrolling to tiktok, I have usually seen funny contents about SB19. Out of curiosity, I’d research more about their group all over social media. And with that, I became their fan that I’ve never expected to. What made me truly an A’TIN is because of their vlogs and show break contents that made my fangirl self alive again. And, the rest is history… That is how SB19 saved me from loneliness during pandemic era.

I idolized this Ppop because of their worldclass talents, their role-model personalities, their visuals (Homayghad), and most importantly they taught life lessons to their fans. They also taught me how to glow up physically haha. Each members has their own life stories that really touched my ego. They taught me to wait for the perfect time to shine. SB19 waited for a long time for their popularity and break the sound in OPM, but it was failed because there’s only few people know about them. Because of their failure career, they even decided to disband after ‘Go Up’ will be release and if ever it will still fail. Not until, a fan named ‘Lyra’ posted on twitter about their Go Up dance practice and fortunately, it went viral that attracts millions of people watch their video. This made me realized to just wait for the right time for your ‘shining-shimmering-splendid’ moment. Even it will take months or years or decades, if what you’re doing right now is destined for you, it will really happen. “Practice will never betray you” that’s the most important slogan that SB19 taught to their fans to not give up and be productive always.

Even SB19 fulfills happiness to my life, idolizing them also affect my mental health. I don’t how it happened and I need to stop this stupid things. Fortunately, I can still managed it. I’m hoping this won’t trigger when the time comes that I’ll meet them personally.

Nevertheless, I would like to take a pledge to you (the one who reads this) and to SB19 that I’ll be forever stan them no matter what happens and they will the last celebrities that I will idolized.

Lastly, I just want to thank SB19 boys on not giving up in reaching their goals. Soon, I will be proud to see them achieving their dreams individually. I will love you always boys. And I promise I will reach my dreams because you truly inspired and motivates me always. Thank you for 1 year of Joy. SLMT!

-Mahalima X A’TIN Darlene 💙
ps. This is just a summary of a summary of my fangirling story. I want to tell more but I couldn’t. I wished there will be someone whose willing to listen the whoooole story. hehe.