Who am I??
Who do I want to partner with in my online business??
Who do I feel most aligned with??
These are the questions that were put to me this week as part of a mentorship that I am undertaking.
Its been an interesting and painful journey.
You see, there is the person I want you to see....
The strong, funny, superhuman - always supporting others, working my arse off, being a great Nan, mother, daughter and friend......carer.
And then there is the person I am feeling like on my 'down' days....days like today...
The sad, exhausted, unsettled mess!
The one who wants to just sit sadly and cry.
As someone who has been in a caring role for many years I am often reminding myself daily how 'there are many people worse off than me' - but to be honest, sometimes its just really hard!!
What I have learnt through this journey, and especially on days like today - is that its ok to sit a while, be sad, feel exhausted, and feel a mess.
Its ok to not be superhuman, to say no (or 'not now'), to take a day off, to self nurture and to just be still...
Being in a caring role for multiple family members it is easy to become overwhlemed, often thinking there is never enough time for me..............
There have been days where I actually just wanted open up and swallow me!
Constant visits to the hospital, phone calls from the school, conversations with your work that 'I am sorry, I am going to be late today....'
Today I got that call (again) ' Im sorry Kellie, but you are just going to have to come and pick him up - my heart sank....
So what is it that keeps me going?
What is it that provides balance and me working towards a space where I JUST know that everything is going to be ok??
What I love is that for the past 6 months, I have found something just for me- a space where I have the opportunity to work on my own personal growth, be part of a collective that supports ME
Support to find both financial and emotional FREEDOM
Support to really unpack what is important to ME
A vessel that allows me to step out of my caring role, and step UP to find who is actually ME.
Underneath that superhuman, is simply a human, and I crave to set her free!
If you are in a caring role, if you are looking for something that is just for YOU, I would love you to reach out, partner with me to walk your own journey to FREEEDOM
Some days we are SUPERHUMANS, and other days, we are just simply humans..........neither of them should ever be judged!
Join me on a journey where you get to laugh, cry, grow, share, impact, take action and live the life you know is out there waiting just for you......
If I can do this on my downest of days, you can do this too!
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