We all have a weakness... it can be as big as our own thoughts that we allow to consume us, an unhealthy habit and the list can go on. My hardest stone to (not move- but disenegrate) is thinking I'm made to do it all in one day! I'm a mom so🤷🏾‍♀️ we tend to have a mind set that we can do it all on our own with no help. I never liked asking for help, even though I know sometimes I need it. I found it easier to hold it all in, never talk ( i hate talking, not the practical woman right lol) and allow everything to overwhelm me until I hit a breaking point .. go in my closet, shower or drive around crying... so that no one saw or heard. I could never let my littles see that! Once it was all out I was good to go again. However that isn't mentally healthy! It ends up hurting more than you know.
Been years since I've done that..I've learned to change my mind set now... doing one task at a time and making lists. Yes I'm now a list maker! I have OCD really bad so this helps. I accomplish every single thing I write down and sometimes more. So if you hadn't tried doing the list thing or writing a goal for the month down TRY it. You never know if it will help. And if it doesn't, it was simply a few minutes lost from writing on a blank page.
If it does help... get you a Goal Journal! That journal may one day be the start to your happy ending