Happy 1st Mensive, Kak Will! ❤️ —

hi! udah sebulan aja ya? 😞perasaan baru kemarin gue confess ke lo yang AMAT SANGAT TIDAK PEKA!!! masih frustasi gue ngingetnya 😒 tapi aku masih ga nyangka kita bisa begini.. aku bakal ngucapin gratitude ku dengan penuh kejujuran karena aku anak mama yang sngt jujur, budiman, dan rajin menabung ✊

kakak tau tentang masa lalu aku kan? masa lalu aku yang bisa dibilang suram. my dark past relationships. aku pernah bilang kan kalo sejak yang terakhir, aku jadi ga percaya sama hal cinta-cintaan? sampe benci sama yang namanya cinta karna trauma? despite all that, you came to my life and taught me it was alright to love again. you remind me that love wasn’t always bad. it was complicated. but somehow, being with you makes everything feels easy. being with you is different. aku ga tau apa dan kenapa rasanya bisa beda, but i’m glad that i could learn how to love again with you by my side. i never regretted falling for you, and i don’t think i ever will.

it’s been a month, and i’m so lucky that it’s with you. aku udah pernah bilang sebelumnya, life doesn’t feel as hard as it was before i met you. walaupun kadang capek, talking with you about the most random things just feels refreshing. it’s as if i was being recharged again. i’m so grateful that the universe let me meet you. after all the things i’ve been through, you came along as if you were a gift, a gift for me for not giving up. and i’m glad that i didn’t.

you’re one of the best things i got this year, and i’m not going to take you for granted. i will go through all the ups and downs of life together with you. i will give you all the love i can give, but like you said, i will give myself as much love as i’m giving you so you don’t need to worry about me.

just let me love you. let me be a place for you to lean on. let me be a sanctuary that you can call home. because that’s what you are to me. and i want to be able to be called as your home too. let’s be each other’s safe place, yeah?

happy 1st mensive, kak mocha! i look forward for more days, months, and even years being yours. i love you, dummy ❤️❤️❤️