My words in Poem

I'm a girl that so hard to express my feelings, but Poems Help me to run away

I never afraid to Fall
I just afraid that i can't fall anymore

Happiness is hiding
But
I know you're there.

Apakabar sapa yang sudah asing
Bahu kita menjadi dingin
Melangkah jauh
Tangan kita lelah untuk menggenggam satu sama lain

Aku berhenti
Kamu berhenti
Bahagia ku berhenti
Ku harap kamu masih baik-baik saja

Jika untuk mu mencintai yang lain cukup
Maka aku berhenti
Jangan pulang lagi
Rumah kita adalah sebatas mimpi

Izin kan aku pergi
Mencari kamu yang lain
Atau perihal apapun
Yang penting bukan kamu
Buka apapun tentang kamu

The moon shining
The wind whispering
And
That girl never stop waiting for the greeting.

The night not sleeping
The trees singing
And
That girl still sit and pray about how she can living.

The sore dancing
The happiness hiding
And
The memories still standing.

A letter
I wrote for you
For all the happiness
For all joy

A letter
I made for you
With full of hopes
Full of wishes

A letter
With you
Will we?
Be us, without any storms
Will we?
Be us, with all the rainbow

A letter
I give it for you
And let the wind wispers
And made you know, i need us to be happy

Menunggu hujan
Di musim kemarau
Adalah
Kamu

Time flies so fast
Katanya

"Tetapi kenapa kenangan selalu berdiri di depan pintu yang tak sepatutnya berada disana? "

Life is not that fair, sweetheart.

I see you was crying tonight
I see you in pain tonight
I see you struggling alone
I see you screaming , help
I see you dying
I see you in mirror

And i realized
That was me.

I want to be a poem
Even just for once
How it's feels like?
My name between beautiful words

I want to be a poem
Even just for once
In memories
Forever in words

You can cheat with anyone
But
Memories not

I met you in my crowds life ever
You looks like a star in a dark place
I was so lost before
I was so broke before

I met you in my lowest life ever
January...
It was accident to meet you
But I'm happy

We're just friends
You said
What kind of friends?
If we have feelings to each other

It's so wrong
But i feel...
It's so right
At the same time

Your laugh
Your silly jokes
Your smile
Totally I'm falling

I got confused
I lookin for place to hide
Till this feelings fade away
It's just wasted

Day by day
Time by time
This feelings growing up so fast
I got broken heart again

I wanna hug you
I wanna hold you
And screamin loud
But our God's reminds us

The love
What we have
Will never happen
Our religion too loud

-Rydnwsdm , 01:19

I keep running
Without knowing the direction
I keep running
And, hiding

Till i found you
I stopped
I feel safe.