HOKO ROCKS —

City girl in space city

Vietnamese girl born in Hong Kong moved to US at 3 yrs old and lived there ever since. I love Vietnam!

Recovered from severe mental illness (schizoaffective).

Games I play include FFXIV, Maplestory, DDR, and the Sims 4.

My future husband considers me a genius.

I’m a pretty girl.

DOB: 8/21/1995

I got an ig dedicated to my coding skills and future career. I love programming. @hokocodes

Also love traveling. I’ve been to Cancun, New York, Universal Studios, Denver, Washington DC, Seattle, Miami, San Antonio, Dallas, Austin, Disneyland and Disneyworld. Visited my own country before (Vietnam). I want to travel more and visit lots of places like Japan and etc.

My family owns small businesses, my mom a finance empire and my dad had a signage business that he sold.

I’m good at art meaning I can draw well. Check my art corner, they are artwork I did in my art classes in high school. I can do some pretty realistic artwork. But nowadays my desire is to draw hearts and sparkles.

Mental Health —

TBI at 9 yrs old

I have a mental illness. First three pics is me in some of the worst several years of my life. Last pic is me in the best year of my adult life. I met terrible men and made poor choices. It started with a car accident I got when I was 9. My mom was driving and someone hit us at an intersection and the car almost flipped but I hit my head since my seatbelt wasn’t on and got a huge bump on my head. Ever since then life felt like hell. Hitting your head even if it’s small is a big deal because your brain could’ve been injured. I got into the ambulance and they said I was fine and never gave me any medical treatment. I ended up with a severe mental illness by the time I was 17. I suffered from anger issues and mental pains throughout my pre-teen and teenage years. Everyone thought I was fine because it was the surface they were seeing. I went to my first psychiatric hospital as a patient when I was 17 as it had gotten to the point where I would not sleep 3 days while pacing around outside holding a rock I thought would take me to another dimension repeating a phrase non stop. That phrase was “one with god”. I would never go inside just outside entire day never wanting to step inside the house. I went literally nuts. On top of that I would refuse to take meds. Yea I was diagnosed with multiple different disorders. First one was schizophrenia. But am now schizoaffective. After that first stay at the hospital I was deeply traumatized. I still thought the meds wouldn’t help. They made me gain weight as well. It took many years of being on and off meds and having many different psychotic episodes till I just gave up on avoiding meds and got on injectables. I believe that my brain slowly grew and I gained back myself. I did have several suicide attempts and did unspeakable things like meet guys I had no love for. I did these while not on meds and I felt like I couldn’t control myself. It was very difficult. Ive destroyed a door before to try to hurt my loved ones with a literal knife. Luckily I had made no damage. Now, I am obese due to meds but have gained back my sense of life and sanity. #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #recovery