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Living in active addiction is a nightmare. We get ourselves into the worst situations, we put up with things any sane person would never dream of enduring, we give up on happiness, we stop caring if we're alive or dead.
But you don't have to live like that. Addiction is a monster that lives in your mind. It takes over your brain, turns you into someone you no loner recognize, someone you never wanted to be...it takes everything good in your life and destroys it.

You make think your addiction is stronger than you...that's what it wants you to think, so you continue feeding it, so you don't resist it, so it is free to keep taking everything from you. But it's not true, you ARE stronger and if you're willing to put in the work, you can cut ties with the monster. You've worked so hard to keep getting the substance you crave, imagine if you put that effort into getting clean and staying clean. The monster would lose its hold on you, it would become a part of your past.