16/05/21 01:58 AM —
Anxiety
I've been dealing with a lot of pressure lately. Honestly, I have a feeling that I could overcome it.
But why.
My heart is beating so fast, my head is all over the place. The only thing that's keeping myself from working is myself.
What should i do.
To the doctor? Would that dissapoint my family? Dissapoint myself?
Why should I be anxious? I live a comfortable life. I am grateful for everything.
Why am I feeling like shit.
Blessings in disguise
I don't wanna say this but, this pandemic is a blessing in disguise for me. I've been dealing with stress and depression of being a medical student. I've always wanted to take a break or a gap year, but I have strick parents. This whole pandemic is a healing period for me. I'm not truly healed, but I am way better. I could accept myself better. I love myself better. I used to "take it easy" as a cope of my anxiety, but now i could express myself better whenever I feel pressured.
Time heals. There's always a blessing in every situation.
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