Kkinghorn Art

Hi I'm Katherine Kinghorn the sole creator and administrator of Kkinghorn art, i studied my foundation degree in fine art practice and passed with Merit.

Im currently studying my honours degree in Fine Art Practice and this site is a manifestation of my creative Journey threw this year as my final project unfolds.

In 2019 i suffered my first bout of drug induced psycosis, my children were removed from my care. I lost my home, all of my possessions.
I ended up on the streets with nothing but the clothes on my back.

Recently in 2022 i got my home, wich i do love. my flat in amble by the sea, Northumberland, after a long and traumatic few years.

For my Final project this year i have chosen to look at how artists explore homelessness, drug use and addiction as there subject matter. And the controversy that surrounds it. I also plan to delve into my traumatic experience as the subject matter of my work for this project.

You can find my contact details on the last page of this site, please do not hesitate to contact me if you have any questions or feedback. Thank-you

Pico Cocaine

Piko cocaine crystal meth I love drugs to fucking death Hit me up and take my breath Sit me up injections best Whats it hit like, that's the test Make a good one yes that's best It's such a rush.  See blood? Push Put in alot but not too much  Extra feeling Extra touch  sex is better What a rush  I get wetter  need no push Feeling extra extra much Brain on fire ideas lit Nothing beats that one good hit I'm an addict I'll admit  Does it phase me, not one bit Well.. till you run out, tell a lie Life is better when you're high Piko cocaine let's go fly Till we run out then we die Can we get more?  Yes I'll try No we can't, I'll fucking cry.

When you Fit

Your pushing it in Then your head starts to spin And all of a sudden You realize its far to strong You just prey it wont last long Head spinning ears ringing Body in heavy convultions Lose control of your bodily functions Trying not to let your eyes roll back In this massive fit/heart attack Im scared now thats a fact  Then as it starts to calm down Your breathing heavy catch your breath try not to drown The shaking easies off abit You even begin to enjoy that hit Coz its true what they say And as bad as it sounds You really know its a hit  when you have a fit 

You ok? Yeah man

I feel it yeah i feel that rush Its a slow incline beginning Now my ears there slightly ringing My eyes start a swimming Yes its a happening Im high, cant lie whats happening Im rappering with my poems Frank im high man take me home Keep me warm  Let me feel this pico storm In my brain hit my main vain But what im needing is cocaine It hits like a train it aint the same It blows your brain Till you spakka out in pure bliss Am telling you its like an angells kiss On the pussy Pure orgasmic fantastic When that high rushes threw  Your body bludy bombastic  Now im fresh and on the move Feel the rythm feel the groove Im high no lie but IT IS smooth Riding it like a wave 

Paranoia the Destroyer

Paranoia the destroyer Now im starting to annoy her Every word that i speak I overthink till i am weak Cant stand to think what others see Cant act the way im meant to be  Getting on everybodys nerves Dont say it coz it really hurts And no im not in my right mind Dig in my head and you will find A million stupid second guesses A load of crap what do they think I shouldn't have wrote it down in ink My work belongs down the fucking sink Im coming back now from the brink What they saying? what they think? Bet its not good i need a drink Paranoid to fucking death Hearing Voices give me strengh My insecurities are long in lengh Whos that out there Dont stop and stare I feel your hate. i am aware. Want to bury my stupid head Fuck them all al go to bed And reminiss over what is said Wishing i was fucking dead Paranoia will eat me alive Only if im lucky ill survive With a head like this no one can thrive The paranoia beats and rives Pulls you down then spits you out Thats what Paranoias all about You cant get round it, itll eat you whole Will fuck you deep within your soal Mess your head right up Thats Paranoias goal It dosent get tired bored or old It will mess with your head till your stone cold Nothing can beat paranoias hold

Dirty Stinking Homeless

Dirty stinking homeless  They can tell by how i dress  So. Im not out to impress Why should you think me any less You dont see my inner stress Deep inside my heads a mess Every days just so danm hard Why did fate play me this card If i were you i wouldnt judge As karma can hold quite the grudge It could have happened easy to you You might not admit it but baby its true Its just bad luck that its me thats bin threw You think that you get it but dont have a clue Imagine waking here every day Putting up with the things that people say Look at that tramp dont give him dont pay Not realising 50p would make my day No food no shower this horrific ordeal no strengh left no power Hey wares my next meal  No options for me now only now to steal This is my life now and it is real  I sleep on the concrete  Im here in the rain, snow and sleet Strangers are cruel but rarley they greet Screw up there faces when our eyes meet So i try to not beg just and take a back seat I know now i have to accept this defeat Im so tired of sleeping on the hard floor If theres a god up there, please tell him i need more.

Heroin & Me

Yes i really do love heroin.  its my guilty pleasure sin. Smoke it though i rarley pin. This drug is danger. A real game changer. They say shes in over her head. But addicted no i like just before bed. And i dont care about what is said. I just let the heroin go straight to my head. Hopefully it wont kill me dead. Because its danger take your time. When you gouge out it feels sublime. Let the comphort travel down your spine. Just relax my friend youll soon feel fine. It sometimes it gets called the brown. Thats wat i call it coz im from the town. When your on it so happy you never frown. Just a warming embrace when browns around. Some say are you on the naughty. And im like yes give me a forty. Some people discusted thinking its dorty. But judge if you will i wont listen me. On the naughty im completely free. Some people shorten it and call it Bee. Try it once and you will see. For all lifes troubles all pain its the key. Just try it once and youll agree with me. From the first hit your hooked i Garuntee. Most often people call it smack. Enjoy the smooth warm rush just lay back. Run it on foil when you get the nack. That is whats called chasing the dragon. Im good to run lines not proud not braggin. It takes a little practise sure. And oh baby when that shit is pure. Kills any pain the ultimate cure. It pulls you in to the dragons lure. Line after line show me how its done. On heroin you chill no need to run. No pain it makes you max relax. It feels like sex on a constant climax. Chill my friend it calls chillax. Lets go open these little brown packs. Inhale that funny fishy taste. Let it take your mind to a wonderful place. your body max comphy in your own space. Gouging out perfect im off my face. Eyes rolling back man what a discrace. But nothing beats heroins loving embrace. Others might not understand. But try holding onto heroins hand. Let it take you on an adventure. For get all your troubles. Find pure bliss and enter. Heroins effect is maximum pleasure. You feel warm and comphy all loved up. I know when i get heroin im in luck. It might get ahold of me maybe im stuck. But i do love this shit man. And i dont give a fuck!

Not Quite Cocaine

Had a decent hit Blew my head off just abit  Put pico not coke I tell you no joke Its not the same rush But still though its lush I try not to complain  But it just aint the same  Cocaine is orgasmous It shags your whole brain So i will wait for monday Yes i will shake till payday But for now yes im high I will try to enjoy  On this pico ill fly Wont let the lack  Of cocaine destroy

Right In front of Me

You injection right Infront of me You bastard what you doing to me I'm shaking teeth grating can't you see Your killing me here. I HOPE YOU DIE How I need to fly That decent hit When it hits you abit Then full on rush  Electric touch Energy push Feels lush. How I need it Need to feel it I could cry I feel to die I'm not going to lie What your doing to me is devastating Your enjoying you bastard I'm hating It's so frustrating All I want is that rush I see on your face  You utter disgrace I hope you die Bastard 

Waiting for It

Time spent waiting for pay day Fine but pained. starving latley I need a hit. A good one Dailey  Feeling pained and super shaky  For my habbit someone pay me! I need money more and more  These drugs hurt me man. am all sore  But that's the price for a little highness When eyes are wide and mouth is dryness Running jumping grinning winning Flying away with vision swimming  Thinking a million miles an hour Feeling best like I've got the power But waiting around is utter shit Specially when you need that hit I can't stand that not one bit Feeling dead like a zombie Feeling spiders crawling on me Bones all broken muscles sore When you could cry coz  you just need more!

Homeless in Newcastle

Homeless in Newcastle  The town that i call home It will always be my stomping ground No matter ware i Rome  Theres some lovley spots ive found Ware ive tried to make my home Under byker bridge was one Had a tent and sleeping bag and phone Sometimes im antisocial and i wanna be alone Theres a freind round every corner here To get me in the zone We know who is trouble we know who to trust Have your whitts about you that is a must  Newcastle bins are full of treasure  I could go bin dipping forever When on the streets your enemys the weather  When it rains or snows we huddle together Rain cuts like blades threw frozen flesh People think were enjoying on the sesh But the drugs are mainly to keep us sane I do enjoy i cant complain  But theres no joy in  the same old again n again Without drugs youd be left with the heavy truth No shower or food not even a roof Cant keep things for long just what you can haul your old freinds are no more never call just diss you noware to eat noware to wash, just wanna sink and some soap man nowt too posh, noware to chill noware to sleep or rest noware to shit till the public toilets open. Sick of being pained and frozen.  There is the peoples kitchen though. Im sat here bitching but there good you know. A meal some shoes a sleeping bag or a hat someone will always sit with you for a good chat. Yes i was always happy by the kitchens sat  waiting for dinner a can of pop n that.  The kindeness of few get me by each day.  For strangers who stop thank you god i pray.  They all ask so how did you end up this way.  I say my truth i speak my words after there gobsmacked and ive been heard.  My story is not an unusual one it was a series of unfortunate events. That ended with sleeping in doorways and tents. I like to be heard these little vents. just happened to happen to me.  It could easy happen to you my dear its a matter of chance you see.  Not something terrible i have done.  Or some kind of battle i havent won  ive worked my ass off all my life  i didn't deserve the twist of the knife.  But whats gone is gone whats past is past hopefully the money ive made begging will last. Hopefully ill get myself off the streets fast  The first year was tough ill make this year my last 

Newcastle Upon Tyne

Ware I was born, my hometown, my stomping ground, Newcastle. I love this city, but it's also ware I lost my home and ended up on the streets. Here we have a mixture of paintings and drawings depicting my creative take on the City.


Tyne Bridge


Haymarket Bus Stop


Trolley bus on the Tyne


Yellow Sky on the Tyne

Drugs Related Drawings

These are my Drawings that relate to my newest project in looking at drug use and addiction. This fascinates me, as an ex-addict myself I enjoy exploring my past experiences with drugs threw art. I am in no way condoning drug use with these pictures nor am I proud of it. I like the shock factor they give, they are quite controversial. Please tell me what you think im eager to hear people's opinions on this one.


Trippin


Injection


Flying High


Flying


One Fine Line


Paranoia. Who see Me?


Play with Me


Spreading Warmth


Trapped


Chasing the Dragon


Chasing another Dragon


Woah


Mind Blown


Pin Puppet


Snorting Smack


BlowJob

Homelessness

This section hosts a variety of Artworks both paintings and drawings focusing on the subject matter of homelessness.
This is an area close to my heart as I was homeless at one point for just over 2 years
Surviving this horrific ordeal has inspired me


Please im Hungry


The Trolley


Only God can Judge Me

Our Flat

Below is the murals I painted on my bedroom walls in my flat. It was a labour of love adding details bit by bit over the first couple of months after moving in. Also a short Poem titled "our flat"

our flat is a mess it isnt too pretty 
but it is our home away from the city
the walls are decorated to my design
its not that bad, really its fine 
we sometimes go hungry or run out of bacci
its undecorated and looks abit tacky 

but this is a rooof we have over our heads
even if we have broken uncomftorble beds 
in the past weve had less, and really were blessed
to have somewhere to call home







Bryan Lewis Saunders

Artist Reaserch

Bryan Lewis Saunders is a Tennessee-based performance artist, poet, and illustrator who has drawn at least one self-portrait every day since March 30, 1995. As of now, he has over 8,700 self-portraits, collected in stacks of hardbound sketchbooks.
As an experiment, for 50 days straight Saunders took a different drug every day before doing his self-portrait. All of the drugs were free, either given to him by junkie neighbours in his rundown, $18-a-month apartment and doctors who see his art and assume he’s psychotic – he can’t decide if he thinks he is or not – or administered to him during brief mental hospital visits. The frequent drug use gave him mild brain damage that was thankfully repairable, and he’s still adding to the collection, albeit with more time in between.
The drawings are personal, varied, and reflect the experience of the intoxicants they’re associated with. Portraits on weed, salvia, and butane honey oil are whimsical, with an almost child-like use of primary colours. More frequently, they reflect anxiety, darkness, and a fracture of self-identity.

Lucas Joel Macauley

Artist Reaserch

For Lucas Joel Macauley, art has been a refuge. His life took a turn after seeing a successful career as a tattoo artist and shop owner come crashing down due to addiction. Macauley found himself living on the streets for several years after losing his most important relationships and all of his possessions. Through that entire time, his creativity was a ray of light that guided him, and now, for the past eight months, he's not only been artistically productive but, more importantly, sober.
Macauley's unfortunate foray into drugs began in 2011 when he was prescribed morphine after a motorcycle accident. Coupled with the pressures of his successful career and mental health issues that had gone unaddressed, they collided to create a toxic explosion.
“Your addiction kind of takes the driver’s seat and I hated that. I never wanted to be in that situation,” shares Macauley. “It slowly just took things away from you. I would lose a car or a nice place I had or a boat or whatever. It was the things I had built up with my success—everything got taken away. [Losing] relationships were the hardest. Eventually, you don’t have a place to live, you don’t have a car to sleep in. I remember selling a car for drugs one night and realizing—I don’t have a place to sleep.”
Macauley eventually got himself into rehab where he spent two and a half months in recovery. During that time, he painted over 100 pieces of art. Today he continues to paint and, with each canvas, unravels a new layer of what he's gone through. “My art is reflective of my own experiences completely,” he tells My Modern Met. “I am giving people that look at my art a direct look into my mind, my past my memories, and my pain. I have one goal with my art and that is to tell the truth.”
Each canvas is dotted with words and phrases that spell out the judgments that people experiencing homelessness face while trying to survive on the streets. These words cut deeply and it's impossible not to feel the weight of Macauley's pain when looking at each scene. Pouring himself into his work has become a sort of therapy for him, as he's able to unpack his experience without fear.
“My art has been therapeutic but so much more,” Macauley tells My Modern Met. “While painting, I sometimes breakdown—no words are spoken. I am alone with my memory and as it gets laid out on the canvas I am able to see how far I've come from sleeping on the street. Even during that time I would find paint in dumpsters by job sites and old drywall pieces of cardboard and paint in order to get something off my chest. When I was homeless and in addiction I felt a loneliness that consumed my entire being. The canvas became my friend, my psychologist,  and my priest, in some cases, to absolve me of my sins when there was no one else.”
Macauley continues to paint, often with his brother, and sell his work. He hopes that people will appreciate his art and use it to learn to love themselves. He also hopes that it will force people to question their own attitudes about those suffering from addiction and living on the streets. “Why are we letting our brothers and sisters, our mothers, fathers, friends, and every other person that becomes afflicted with homelessness or the disease of addiction, mental health, or despair fall? Why do we turn our heads and down our eyes to avoid such an obvious problem? Where is the love? My story is just one of many.”

Michael Panteli

Artist Reaserch

Michael Panteli is a cartoonist and graphic illustrator who cut his teeth working for early 90s UK cult comics Zit and Smut.

His Illustration work includes a comicbook series 'Joe Headstock' for www.fender.com, which gained an international following.

He has designed various theatre posters and has also worked on several music projects, including album and merchandising artwork for the accomplished singer/guitarist/songwriter Nile Marr, son of Smiths guitarist Johnny Marr.

Michael Panteli is also a long- time collaborator with once of his key influencers - underground comic book artist Robert Crumb. They started corresponding by mail in 2001 and have been pen friends ever since, working together on several artworks.

His influences include golden age ('pre-code') comics of the 30s, 40s and early 50s, art deco and art nouveau advertising, WWI and WWII propaganda posters and the underground comics scene of the late 60s and early 70s particularly the works of Robert Crumb and Gilbert Shelton.

Plastic Jesus

Artist Reaserch

Plastic Jesus installed the golden statue that has a belt strapped across its left arm, mid-injection, on Friday morning at the corner of Hollywood Blvd. and La Brea Ave., according to his Instagram account. A direct commentary on Philip Seymour Hoffman's untimely death from a heroin overdose early February, a placard at the foot of the statue reads, "Hollywood's Best Kept Secret."

The artist, who says his cousin and his cousin's wife both died from heroin overdoses, is making giving his take about heroin use in the industry. "When you live in Hollywood and work in the industry, you realize how endemic drug use really is—affecting everyone from aspiring actors and actresses to sound and lighting guys to agents and managers," Plastic Jesus told the N.Y. Daily news. "But it's only when you have a high profile death like Philip Seymour Hoffman or Whitney Houston that it hits the news."

Another Drug Related Sculpture in honor of the Oscars celebration this weekend and L.A.’s notoriously hard-partying ways, street artist Plastic Jesus has erected a life-size Oscar statue on its hands and knees, ready to snort two massive lines of fake cocaine (faux-caine?).
The figure was spotted on Thursday morning by the Hollywood Reporter, who reports that it currently sits at the intersection of Hollywood Boulevard and La Brea Avenue.

It’s not the first time the artist has used the highly symbolic gold statue to make a comment about the drug-addled lifestyle that is commonplace in Hollywood and other high-octane industries. Last year, just weeks after actor Philip Seymour Hoffman died after mixing too many drugs, Plastic Jesus created an eight-foot Oscar with a needle in its arm and placed it on Hollywood Boulevard. While both of the statues riff on drug culture and the destructive nature of fame, this year’s feels a bit more lighthearted, since it isn’t directly connected to a celebrity death.

Nick Stern, a photographer who works with the anonymous artist, told LAist: “The piece is intended to draw attention to Hollywood’s hidden problem of drug addiction that affects hundreds of people in the show biz industry and is largely ignored until the death of a high profile A-list celebrity.”

According to his website, Plastic Jesus has been heralded as “The Banksy of L.A.” by both BuzzFeed and Complex. In addition to the Oscar sculptures, which are arguably his most famous works, he does stencil-based street art (which, indeed, reeks of Banksy) and street-based installations, including a giant mousetrap with credit cards on top of it and a giant dollar bill tilted toward two giant lines of cocaine. We’re definitely seeing a theme here.

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