I’d like to engage in this narrative yet I’m also glad to be secluded.

She is made of pixie dust mixed with a little hurricane, dancing in the rain.

Someone popular for not knowing what she wants. She chase adventures and typically consumed with wanderlust. She can sing at the top of her lungs when no one’s listening and can dance without anyone watching.

“An ultimate open book with blank spaces where anyone can be the pencil but I have with me my eraser.”

A girl jejunely clothe with mood swings, whose independently trying to be optimistic & fake maturity—because I’ll always have that toddler energy in me.

i/ME


Cheers not with beers: featuring random pics I wanted to share for no one (okay you) to see

who snores: i don’t, oftenly

“Sleep is essential”, they said.
I agree.
But, naps are better.”


am a bookworm?

i don’t know, i only cling on self-help books not with fictions nor novels—-maybe bcos I’ve always liked the idea of authors slapping me with reality & criticisms than giving me butterflies or heartaches out of pure imagination

Truth: my mind just can’t keep up by simply imagining stuff so lemme just wait for the movie than reading it—tho readers often said that scenarios from books are way more diff than those in movies


outdoor

i really love going to places: it gives me that certain excitement (cliché) & the ability to explore especially when it’s nature-related kind of trips like please,

come with me


but first,

COFFEE. my fuel.
End of the story.


plantita wannabe

i am not. i am actually just happy with their existence bcos they give off oxygen & they’re v aesthetic


a gentle reminder for us:

forget the shamers, cos somebody loves ya ♡


indoor

staying at home is never new to me. it’s my safe space that gives me peace just by simply watching diff movies/series of diff genres (mood-dependent) along with my comfort foods
+
staying in bed (obv) hugging my pillows while being covered with my blanket—


don’t disturb me:

listening to songs: my escape. i feel like i always need a new pile of playlists—but I’ll never get tired of listening to the old ones ofc

LISTEN ›

22 years:

Life lessons

Out here, living.


01

It’s okay to be lost sometimes, we’re all a little lost i guess.


02

Choose quality over quantity.

“I’d rather be a friendless loser than have a lot of friends who secretly hates me.” -The Clique


03

It’s better to feel things than feel nothing at all.

If it hurts, let it. If it makes you happy, just enjoy it.


04

Get out of your comfort zone or go somewhere you feel most alive.


05

You’re not everyone’s cup of tea.

Not everyone’s gonna like you—and THAT’S OKAY. Just do you.


06

Growing up could also mean leaving people behind.

It’s okay to outgrow people, and vice versa.


07

Forgive yourself as many times as possible.

We all makes mistakes. We all have bad decisions. You’re not perfect. No one is.


08

Until you change, nothing will ever change.


09

It’s okay to say no or disagree. You don’t have to please everyone.

hey, it’s okay to change your mind and even your decisions.


10

You are your greatest ally.

Always choose to invest in yourself.


11

Good food, good mood.


12

Don’t postpone enjoyment.

Life’s meant to be lived now, not later.


13

Just be patient, you’ll bloom when it’s time.


14

Respond accordingly. Control your emotions.

How people treat you will always be a reflection of them, not you—but you can choose how to respond. Try to understand, everyone’s going through something.


15

Be grateful, always.

Even if it means not having everything. Choose to be grateful.


16

Never hesitate to leave the table when respect is no longer being served.

Know your worth.


17

No matter what, do pray.

It’s your greatest weapon. He listens.


18

Try to communicate.

Not everyone can easily figure you out. It’s okay to be misunderstood, but it’s better to be understood.


19

Don’t be afraid to be vulnerable.

Tell people you love them and that you care for them once in a while. Hug them or even spend time with them if you must.


20

You don’t have it all figured out.

Life becomes more peaceful when you don’t stress over things you can’t change. Just let it be. Things will work out the way they’re supposed to.


21

Value your privacy: What people don’t know, they can’t ruin.


22

ROMANTICIZE LIFE!

At the end of the day, it’s yours anyway. Be silly, and do whatever that makes you happy. Manifest and be confident in knowing that you deserve all the good things life has to offer.


What’s up?

Don’t mind me

It’s 5 am and i can still remember how my alarm rang that made me jumped out of my bed. I cooked food and went straight to the shower as a part of my daily routine. Yes, college doesn’t just entail the fact that you’ll get loads of tension from school activities or bombarded with nerve-racking lessons but it also means “YOU NEED TO START LIVING ON YOUR OWN”.

Wait let me stop you there, I didn’t mean to reminisce and share every details of my cycle as a college student before this pandemic. It’s just that right at this very moment, i have the nuts to inform you of how exhausting but fulfilling college is.

They said, “HIGH SCHOOL IS THE BEST TIME OF YOUR LIFE.” Well they failed, because they forgot to include college in it. Not to mention I actually enjoyed the life I’ve had in high school as well as the life i have right now. The only difference is, the level of stress.

—i don’t know how to continue this, i misplaced all the additional notion within me as of the moment...let me go back here when my thoughts become clearer than my eyesight.

Continuation:

(Hey, it’s 2023 and I forgot when did I write that. Guess what, I finally have my license! Time flies faster indeed, when you least expect it. Whoever’s reading this, I just wanted you to know that whatever you desire, believe that it’s already yours. The universe will help you when you’re confident that it’s for you. Work hard for it and you’ll earn it. If not, then be proud of yourself for trying your best. May we all never lose hope in chasing our dreams no matter how bumpy the road gets. I’m rooting for you, as much as I’m rooting for myself.) ♡

What’s clicking?

I am made of rainbows & hurricanes-

I just want something to read & appreciate.

A quick reminder:

OH HEY, FOR BEST VIEWING, YOU'LL NEED TO TURN YOUR PHONE