- My Pregnancy Started 2019 of August just right after my husband and I got married, settled down as newly weds.

We were very excited to become first time parents when we got the exciting news from our OB. She Told us that there were not just 1 but yet 2 babies ! Me and my husband went home kept it as a secret as we tried to not spill it out. Soon enough it went out like a wild fire ! Everyone Questioned when the babies are due, or if we even knew the genders. [ I Was Only 12 Weeks Along ] Obviously, I Answered in a Manner where it doesnt matter what The genders are, as long as I get healthy and happy Babies that's all that matters to me.

Week 18 - My Husband Moved Our belongings downstairs to the Room thats on the same level as the living room . Obviously, there's been some really bad talks about me from many many people . I tried really hard not to think so much about it as we continued carrying our belongings downstairs. As we were almost done, I Slipped and hit my belly in which I started having painful cramping, bleeding, such painful screams. I remember that night as if it was just yesterday. .

I went to the hospital that night, praying that the twins would be okay, crying to the painful cramp I was Getting. . . Unfortunately, both babies didn't make it. I sat there With Tears rolling down my eyes, in disbelief and anger. I was asked if i would like to know the genders of my littles ones, of course being a mother that just lost everything I answered, Yes. .

They were both beautiful. . So beautiful, so little . . Baby A Is A Boy, Baby B is a Girl. They Looked like they were sleeping so peacefully yet so cold . . I held them both in each arm, crying in such pain i never thought I would every go through. My Husband and i Sat there alone on the room Holding onto our dear Little ones. . So we decided to name them, Aries & Armin .

My Husband and I Have been Praying from that day on hoping our future will be filled with positivity and happiness. Praying that one day they will come back to us.

We decided to cremate them and set them free at Gooseberry falls In Duluth, MN. The main reason why is because when I went there for the first time with them all i can feel like their happy kicks and their jolly hiccups. . Oh how I miss them . .

XOXO,

Lisaa