About
Implementing a Magickal approach to Mental health
Victoria is an Intuitive Empath who supports her local San Diego community by serving as a Magick Practitioner, Shadow worker and Lifestyle Coach.
After overcoming a near-fatal injury in 2011 and rehabilitating herself physically, emotionally and spiritually; she devoted herself to empowering others and encouraging unconditional self acceptance and unapologetic authentic expression.
Her ultimate goal is to assist others in overcoming traumatic experiences to enrich their lives and achieve optimal spiritual wellness.
•Services are custom crafted.
•Email to inquire: victoriana.awen@gmail.com
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Offerings + Intuitive Insights
Musings + More
Do you dare to let your fears fuel you?
It feels like I’ve spent decades in despair out of fear of judgment in one form or another. In retrospect, it seems that approval-seeking has been a core cause of destructively dissociative behaviors throughout my life. For the longest time, I felt fragmented because I’d always sought outer acceptance, thus avoiding my own authenticity.
As a child, I tried to fit in but was never any good at it. In adolescence, I rebelled to the tens and self-sabotaged exorbitantly. In my 20s I really made a mess out of my life and I was shamed for it all and made to feel utterly unworthy and hellish, till something snapped and broke me open to Truth. I’d silenced my Self too many times to count, because being pliable to please people seemed to be the cost for connection.
But my dance with avoidance began before I can really recall, and the energy of being an outcast weighed heavy on my ever breaking heart. The agony in my heartfelt ancient; like a deep set ancestral wound that I came here to heal. This knowing gave purpose to my pain and I devoted my Life to healing it by descending into the divine darkness and embracing the adversity that comes with daring to alchemize aguish. That’s my main motive as a Heart Warrior. And that’s my mission in this incantation on Earth.
I’ve spent over a year creating content and developing services with Spirit in efforts to encourage and empower individuals to cultivate courage into the collective consciousness. When we heal ourself we heal lifetimes of trauma, that spams lifelines; and if we learn to allow pain to propel us and fear to fuel us, we can cultivate the courage to transcend tragedy and transmute trauma, instead of allowing it to consume our existence and enable us from fully expressing and experiencing Life is all it’s lush exuberance.
Stay tuned for an abundance of heart offerings. While it’s surely been a slow resurgence, I’ve finally fine-tuned it all and I plan to announce everything that’s been brewing on 12.12. In the in-between time, please feel free to email me for tarot reading requests and other custom-crafted services. And always, I welcome any inquiry your heart desires.
I’m truly honored to serve Source by sharing the wisdom I’ve downloaded in my own quest to activate unapologetic authenticity and establish unconditional self-acceptance. I’m also enthused to start sharing more of the healing journey and the traumatic experiences that I’ve realized were catalysts for expansion. Elated to share more soon.
Love to All.