about

hello~!
→im meia or whatever name you use, i don't mind
→15
→malay malaysian (my/en OK! im learning chinese and can use google translate)
→my genders are □□□
→fanartist+writer
→nyota and otokonoko dealer
→⚠️DEAD DOVE ENTHUSIAST
→i consider myself a fujoshi/himedanshi
→i call myself menhera. also i like bitching about my mental illnesses, don't take it seriously
→please don't include me in discourses, i wanna avoid them as much as possible
→please don't call me insults, even as /j (i'm a little sensitive)
→NOT SPOILER-FREE

『before you follow』
feel free to interact. i like problematic contents. all of them in fiction only though. please be careful with this account to curate your experiences.

『do not interact』
please do not interact if you HATE any of my oshis, especially takemichi and kaito. also, if you condone incest, underage relationship, all the problematic stuff in real life. that's all.

『why are you blocked?』
i had no excuses but i block people randomly. people who trashtalk ships without censoring, mainly draw my notps, engaged in harassment and all that. it's all to curate my experience here, please don't take it personally!!

↬anti-harassment↫

im very fixed with ship dynamics, so all my ships are non-reversible

will edit as time pass

OSHIS!!

the beloveds of my heart ❤️
im ok with shipping them with everyone, but as 受け/right reception only!

kaito 🍨

number one in my heart

takemichi 🎍

souma 💛

skull 💜

king 🧡

ena 🎨

rui 🎈

fandoms + ship list!

remember!! 🚫🔄

vocaloid/vocal synths

lenkai, allkai, longkai, allmei, mikumei, mikurin, mostly multiship OK!

tokyo revengers

alltake ONLY
(strong leaning to nahotake and mitsutake also mizotake ^^)
lately i've been into rinran and sanomi too 👀👀

katekyo hitman reborn

allsku, arcoskull, all27, 27sku, XS, multiship OK

shokugeki no souma

eishisou, takusou, in general if you ship allsou please talk to me im desperate

project sekai

akiena, shizushiho, allena, tsukasarui, tsukasakai

senyuu

rosalba, teualba, all/alba

warnings

TRIGGER WARNINGS AND CONTENT WARNING

a reminder i DO NOT condone them in real life, it's purely in fictional setting. for what reason i like them, please don't ask.

TRIGGER WARNINGS

- obsessive behavior/yandere
- dub/non-con elements
- codependency
- violence
- incest
- underage

CONTENT WARNINGS

- lolishota/age manipulation
- big age gap
- talk of self harm
- menhera
- abusive language
- abusive relationship
- power imbalance

minor fandoms!

i do not talk about them often, but feel free to chat with me about it!

in general, ive read so much mangas so yeah!!

seven deadly sins

all/king, ban/king, diane&howzer/king, gilhowzer

pokemon

greenred, silver/gold, n/hilbert

gugure kokkuri-san

shigaraki/kokkuri

rkdd

alltoto

candy jem

jonkael, alljoni, jane/joni, somia, rifia

kaitou joker

spade/joker, shadow/joker, alljoker

ace attorney

mitsunaru, allnaru

facts + landmines

- i change fandoms every other week but believe me i'll never leave
- don't have enough commitment to do something long lol (´;ω;`)
- i'm a harem shipper ehehe
- using pet names on me is fine and appreciated!! i feel happy lol (。ノω\。)
- sometimes i ignore messages sorry i got overwhelmed super fast (but i really love them! please give me)
- im dumb and forgetful, please be patient with me!
- sometimes when i'm depressed, i vent a lot, just ignore them. i probably will feel better after an hour or two
- i had all my notps muted, so feel free to post it!
- i like doing fluffy and hurt/comfort arts, and dead dove and yandere writings. (duality of man)

<LANDMINES>
im a little uncomfortable with these concepts, so i tend to avoid it
- top! takemichi or oshis (won't talk, write or draw about it)
- major characters death (won't talk)
- insects and mushrooms (won't draw graphically. it's a fear)
- heavy gore (if it's pastel/light, it's okay)

also i tend to avoid works with bad ending (both in writing and reading; and at best i'll leave it up for interpretation) although what classify as "bad" is quite vague

OH HEY, FOR BEST VIEWING, YOU'LL NEED TO TURN YOUR PHONE