Phillipians 4:13 - I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.

Hi! My name is Michelle! I am a happily married mama of two beautiful teenagers. I live the typical hectic mom life like many of you! I can confirm what many already know and that is, that life is HARD. It didn't always use to be though, in fact life use to always be so joyful and I always felt like I lived on-top of the world and I was the luckiest person alive who had it all and then one day I literally woke up feeling different...feeling off and not like my self...feeling sad for no apparent reason. This all happened when my kids were young, 4 & 6 and I went through weeks of torture....suffering inside to my core.... Sadness, anxiety from the depression and finally, a panic attack at work. The anxiety was eating me up and finally after 3 months of struggling and right after the panic attack I went to see my doctor. As I was waiting for her to come in I just remember thinking, it's okay if she tells me I am dying, I don't care.......I literally don't care because I feel so empty and lost. I got through my days by thinking about night when I would eventually fall asleep and not have to feel the pain.

I never grew up religious and never had a relationship with God even though I always believed He existed in some way. One cold winter night I called my best friend while having heart palpitation after heart palpitation to try and take my mind off of the terrible flutter going on inside my chest. When I hung up I through my boots on and went outside and paced back and fourth in the driveway looking up at the stars and THAT is the moment I called out to God for help. 🙏❤️ That was the start of who I became and who I am now. I am not a doctor or a counselor or anybody important. I am a wife, a mother of two beautiful kids but most importantly, I am a follower of Jesus Christ and I can't wait to share with you, my journey & what He has done for me and what He is waiting to do for you. See friends, life is hard and we were never meant to do it alone. There is help, there is healing and there is so much joy and peace in the days ahead. I am just a mom who went through a very hard time and through His love for me, I am a different person. Pain and suffering has made me who I am today and it is without a doubt my purpose here on earth to share and tell YOU that you are NOT alone and there is purpose for YOUR pain.