In honor of suicide prevention month.

3rd grade summer I always felt left out and everybody was ingored me, I don't blame them but I was a kid and didn't know better if I was annoying them, I had it bad, but not bad bad

4 grade I had started to slob I stopped caring about my grades and depression was forming, my doctor said it was ADHD, I had a bad relationship with my school I hated it, the students were so loud and disturbing, everyone ticked me off baiscally I just stopped during 4th I had suicidal thoughts, I wanted to harm myself and others sometimes just for fun everything slipped out of my hands

In first and mid summer, I was sad for no reason anymore, we saw everyone we could about it and we found it was depression we had tried so many pills and nothing worked, o had to get out of it myself, I lost my stability

Midish summer, I wanted a relationship. I wanted people to stay so I used threats and very rude words, none of them were true. I felt alone. Nothing helped, noone helped. I made myself visible to everything to cope with how I feel, now I realized that's very annoying, then I got paranoid thoughts about people for etc, "do they hate me?" "Are they hinting?", I blamed other people for what I went through, but I blamed myself after I realized I was "mirroring" to the people I'm talking about, bless your heart.

End of summer, finally attempted baiscally. we went to the hospital the next day because that's when my mom found out, I'm taking pills to help with everything,I still get the paranoid thoughts

To people going thought it, there is always a light in the tunnel, you'll make it out, don't hurt yourself for it