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Sometimes people are emotionally paralyzed inside and fake smile through it.... I do!
So I'm 40 and besides 2 failed marriages that helped me create 3 of the world's best children God ever made I literally have nothing to show for it .... It wasn't always like that, I wasn't always this lost so I figured I'd start this to help me find myself and hopefully not have a total fucking meltdown in the process.... Ya that's all I got pretty much sums it up for now ..... Wait what was I doing again .... Oh ya shit .... Ok I'm like Jack Sparrow with no true north and don't know what I want so my stupid compass doesn't work.... But rum won't help me, sometimes there's just not enough anything that would....