Sorry to overwhelm you.
My love you is ignored 😅😔😂
Still it be true right now.
I'm sorry that I'm just. ... Whatever I am.
Being my friend is tough. Right?
Lol I just usually share my thoughts. My emotions. The jokes and stuff I find. My own stupid jokes and stupidity...
And blow up your phone.
I thought you seeing my name pop up would bring a smile every time. Or something like that..
Coz it does to me .. though honestly sometimes the responses are not exciting as I want.. (ps. Just telling you.. letting my emotions out good or bad whatever it is. Not complaining or trying to make you feel bad or anything.. it's just in me.. I'd love to tell you in DMs... But then as I said.. I guess it be overwhelming for you and I don't usually get replies to all.)
So yeah... 😅😔
And it's so hard to gauge your emotions tbh... :(
Idk.. maybe you kinda feel distant... ..
Or are you trying to be?
So sometimes my own thoughts make me think that me sharing abt my thoughts was bad idea.. :/
I'm sorry for me and my stupid thoughts. ..
But I hope that are glad and everything that I'm still here...
If not...then what's my use here...what even I'm doing right?
Would like to end it by saying love you.!
But.. it won't be acknowledged by any reaction which I can see...
I just hope there be a smile on your face whenever you think of me..
I just wanna contribute at least that much in your life
And girl. Open up... Fucking just... Do it ...
Coz then I think stuffs abt what are you thinking.. and then sometimes there me some misunderstanding... And all..
I'd so much like to know fully abt you . Everything....
Abt naughty and stuff. I tried.. but no response. Neither yes nor no
Idk what to do abt that
If I get a clear answer..or indication..that sure will help
Sometimes I feel like I give all in...where as people be there...but playing check...and not calling!
(Not particularly abt you... But in general.. be it real life too)
My thought process is like..
Lol never mind.. you probably won't be back on here ever again.. .
Umm did you lost the website again?lol. Kidding.
I liked how you was please please when I mentioned abt the site.... idk. It made me feel wanted..
And who doesn't like to be wanted.
Again sorry for so many messages... and Me
Idk if I should smile right now or not...
Told ya.. mixed emotions