Change my thought pattern
For example, I took a career pay cut and had let depression my old friend move back in because I was freaking out! WTF was I going to do with less diñero?! I had grown accustomed to life with a certain amount of diñero! 😫 I was crying I felt like a whole damn bum! Depression was there to negatively comfort my aching soul! My poor family! I was a bxtch the entire time! I just couldn’t help myself, I was panicking and wanted everyone to sing the same damn song with me! But no one did! Kudos to them! I was a Broke ass mess! Then finally, I could remember when my kids were little and I was on welfare and I was getting $236 a month and made it stretch, I didn’t even have a job back then because I couldn’t afford childcare and was still waiting on my childcare vouchers. But anyway, Soooo “Why in the fxck?!” Was a pay cut breaking me! I had become bougie! 😌 I was use to the mentality “Spend a check and get it right back!” Versus stretching and becoming very frugal with mi diñero. I love Walmart and their cheap ass groceries but I also love shopping for other things in the Wally World. It’s hard for me to go in there and focus on groceries! It’s a damn struggle to be completely honest! I JUST FXCKING LOVE SHOPPING! 😫🤣🤣🤣 So I’ve resorted to grocery shopping on the Walmart app and picking them up this helps cut out the time of wondering around Walmart for hours putting shxt I have convinced myself that I so called NEED RIGHT NOW! 🤣🤣🤣