Our Own Little World

My Undying Love For Karu

A sweet compilations of the journey of Happymewyear and Karu, the couple that met on the last week of December 2020. They didnt expect that they will slowly fall to each other and they didnt expect that love will bloom between them.

At exactly January 2, 2021 they became an official couple. And as the days go by, they are being so in love and they promised that they will be with each other side.

I love you


Born in August 18. A Leo baby. A very stubborn one. Always teasing me. Very funny person but sometimes he easily annoyed. Sometimes he is hot-tempered. "Mahirap suyuin minsan". He doesnt like to eat veggies. Loves to bite, I mean Karu loves to bite gummies. We are really opposite in every thing but that doesnt lessen my love to him. I believe in "opposite attracts". He is such a soft baby, he told me that he doesnt want to see someone cries coz he will also cry, well we are the same here. He doesnt like noisy place and he doesnt like to be surrounded with many people. He is a nocturnal, can stay awake until sunrise 555. There are so many things for me to learn about him and Im willingly to know every single details about him.

One day I asked him how he describe his self, and his answered makes me want to hug him and tell him that you dont need to change yourself, that his friends and me is here to love him for who he is. We accept you for who you are love.

For me Karu is my ball of sunshine, the one who caught my attention. My happy pill, my kiddie meal 555. He complete me. He is very understanding, caring, cute to me. He is like a flower in a concrete, so beautiful and rare. All I know in myself is that love everything about him. Hey Im not LANY but "Im nothing without you."

February 2nd, 2021

My First Month With You

A little messages for the love of my life

P. S. Click those link if you reading my messages.

I love you

Hi, surprise right? Hahaha. I made this website just for you, so that I could compile my messages and surprises for you. Its my first time doing this and Im nervous what would be the outcome for this, but I think you deserve this kind of effort so Im doing this also to express how much you mean to me. I just want to know that I really love you. I guess you know that already right? But I couldnt get enough saying that to you, I just want to make you feel how much I love you. Those three words are not enough for me to express my feels I have for you.

Thank You

Do you know how thankful I am right now? Yes Im 100% thankful that I have an amazing person in my life that really love me. Thank you for coming into my life. Its started with the asking what is my fave song and now we are celebrating our first month together. Time really fly fast and we didnt notice that. Thank you for loving me Karu, after all the heartbreaks I've been through, I couldnt believe that someone can still love me that much. Im afraid to love again at first thats why Im hesistating myself to flirt at you back then but the more I resist the more I like you that much. Im giving a shot for you and I guess risking to be in a relationship again is really worth it coz I got you. You make me feel worthy even you keep teasing me, you make me feel giddy and kilig with all your virtual hugs and kisses. Thank you for understanding me even when the times I always sleep. Thank you for accepting me and my feelings. There will be so many thank yous for you as the day goes by but always remember Im always thankful that I have you.

Stay With Me

One month with you is still a short time but within those one month being with you I learn some small things about you. We discover how opposite we are but it doesnt stop me from loving you. Those things about you, I really appreciate them. I accepting all your flaws, your personality and the real you. I know its early to say this but will you stay with me for long? 555 I know we promised to each other that we will stay for long and I swear I will stay with you. Your flaws are not my reason for not staying, but its also the reason why I keep loving you. You deserved all my love, you deserved to have me, you deserve all the good things and glitters here in the world. I just want to say that Miyu will never leave you, he will stay and walk in the path that is flowery and bumpy at the same time.

We can't see what will happen in the future, but let's trust each other and we will face together all those obstacles that awaits us. I love you so much Karu

MewGulf One Shot

520, our own kind of “I love you”

City lights are indeed a best views especially you are on the roof deck. You will really see how amazing when the city is being busy in the nights. You are like on the top of the world as you can see the the lights below.

Mew and Gulf are standing near the glass rail of the roof deck of their apartment building. They are spending their nights again watching city lights and talking to some random topics but mostly teasing and bickering to each other.

"Night time really calms me down. It makes me ease." Gulf as said as he looking forward to the city lights.

"Well, its also an indication of a day well done. That you survive a day."

Mew looks at his boyfriend as he still captivated by the view in front of him. He couldnt help but to smile. He really love his boyfriend and spending time with Gulf is the best time of his life. He never imagined that he will be inlove with him that much. Gulf if the one who like him first but Mew is the one who fall deeper. He couldnt imagine his days without Gulf by his side.

"And also our first date is eating chips in a cold night." They both chuckles as they remembered the memories of their first date. That day is still vivid to Gulf and Mew's mind. Its one of their special day also.

"Its also the day that I ask you to be mine for real."

Gulf look at his boyfriend and he tease him. "I remember how shy you are that time and how you blushed when we both kissed that time."

Laughters can be heard between them as they keep running into their memory lane. "Who wouldnt be shy? I kissed the guy that I like and now the guy I love, of course I would be shy. Im thinking if you punch me that time."

"Why would I punch my crush?" Gulf ask as he raised his eyebrow.

"Of course you wouldnt do that love." Mew put his hand on his boyfriend's and mess his hair.

"Aish phi, dont do that." Gulf yanks Mew's hand that messes his hair. He just laugh because he really loves messing his boyfriend's hair and he looks cute when he is annoyed when he do that.

Mew's put his arm arounds Gulf's shoulder and he rest his head against him as they watched the city lights together.

"Thank you for being with me, thank you for loving me. I thought no one will going to love me again but you are here loving me with all your heart." Mew said to Gulf.

"Just stay with me for more months, if not I will throw you to the river." Mew laughs as Gulf snickered his elbow to his boyfriend's side.

"You want me to smack you with slippers?" Gulf threatened him again. He just laugh at Gulf because he keep using that threat since day one.

"Im just kidding love, Im just saying that lets stay in love for long. Lets make most of our times loving and taking care of each other."

Mew makes Gulf look at him as he hold him to his shoulder. "Happy monthsary love, Im happy that I have an amazing lover. I will really keep you and treasure you. 520, love."

Gulf cupped Mew's cheeks and smiles. "Happy monthsary love and 520 also."

They both smiles to each other as they slowly lean closer to each other and they softly kisses each other's lips and end their night with kisses that filled with love.

February 14, 2021

Happy Valentines Day

I think that if you let me
I’d treat you like the sky.
I’d join up all your insecurities
bundle all your flaws
into a new constellation
and search for it endlessly.
I know you don’t see yourself
the way I see you
and you still argue
when I call you beautiful.
But all the things you can’t stand
about yourself
are all the things I can’t
go a day without.
I think if you let me
I’d build an observatory
just to show you
that all the stars in the universe
will never shine as bright
as you.

March 2, 2021

Happy second month to us. I dedicate this to you. It came from on one of my fave poetry book “Pillow Thoughts”. I hope you like it.

I love you


You deserve flowers on your doorstep
and coffee in the morning.
You deserve notes left on your dashboard
and ice cream sundaes at 3am.
You deserve honesty every day
and to be kissed every hour.
You deserve to be reminded
how beautiful you are.
And if you let me
I’ll show you every day.
I promise.

“I will become a new season in your world.” ›


This is me.
I am the eye of the storm and my heart is a little broken.
But if you want me, I’m yours.

“You’re always inside my heart. Don’t change and stay there!” ›


You remind me of home,
of all the simple things in life,
of light and love and the reasons I am not alone.
You remind me of hope,
of the sea and the sky,
every hug and every kiss from your lips to your thighs.
I have flown around the world and met no one like you
because you are all the things I keep coming back to.

“You’re my one and only home girl.” ›


We cannot be all be artists
and I must admit I do not know how to paint
But if I were to take a palette
all my colours would be of you

“No matter what anyone says, no matter what they say In my eyes, you’re perfect.” ›


Love is not always roses, honey and tea. Sometimes it is difficult being you, and sometimes it is difficult being me. And in the night if we are restless and our love struggles to make sense, know that I will fight for us. Because I love you, and I know that you love me.

“Don’t go away, always stay by my side.” ›

Hi, hello to my everything

↳ ͙♡︎₊˚ March is my fave month in the year because it my birth month and Im happy that Im spending this month with you. Im happy that knowing we are on our second month. We are spending our time together for two months already. Im glad that February is not tough to us. We smoothly survive it without fights and misunderstanding, well except that we misses each other that much everyday. Im sorry if did something wrong. Im trying to grow and be the best lover to you. Always remember that Im always here for you. Im always saying this to you because I dont want you to forget that you have me now. You can run to me if you are not okay, you can rant to me anything you want. I really love you. So much. You have the same effect to me since day one. You still giving me giddy and fluttering feels everytime we talk. Even those feels willl fade, I still love you. I really love you so much. Thank you for being with me. Dont get bored of me na 5555+ If everyone will leave you, Im here I will stay to you and I will help you up everytime you will feel down. 520 my love. *ೃ࿐

April 2, 2021

Happy 3rd Month to us

I hope you wouldnt kick me if you gonna read this. A thread or list of pick up lines for you. Hahaha i love you.

“Sana cardiologist ka na lang,

  para ikaw ang mag-aalaga sa puso ko.”

“Hindi ko alam ang katapusan ng universe,
pero alam ko ang simula: U N I.”

“Masasabi mo bang bobo ako
kung ikaw lang naman ang laman ng utak ko?”

“Para kang test paper,
nauubos ang oras ko sa kakatitig lang sayo.”

”Pangalan mo pa lang kinikilig na ako,
pano pa kaya kung magka apelyido na tayo?”

“Gusto kitang kasuhan ng trespassing,
  kasi basta-basta ka na lang pumapasok sa puso ko.”

“Grabe ang dami nang pick up lines ngayon,
wala na nga akong maisip na iba kundi ikaw.”