The first thing I'm going to say is
Sorry
First of all sorry for not being there at your birthday, sorry for not giving you a birthday cake, sorry for not giving you a birthday present.
Second of all sorry for not making you happy that much, sorry for not giving you the same feeling that you gave me, sorry for not being there when you're at your lowest, sorry for not giving you support when you needed it the most, sorry for not being a good boyfriend/partner, sorry for not trying to do better.
Third of all sorry for my defective mentality, sorry for my damaged personality, sorry for my defective physicality especially the inner parts, sorry for not trying to get better whether physically or mentally, sorry that you have to deal with my mentally ill mind and all of my physical disease.
Last but not least, I'm sorry that I can only give you this, I know it's not much but this is the best I can do for now, I hope I can do more later.
P. S. Sorry for using English, I know, I do it intentionaly.
P. S. Again, maybe all of my sorry above is not enough, so if there is any more mistakes I made, please forgive me.
Thank You
Is the second thing I've got to say
Thank you for trying to pull me up, thank you for trying to believe in me, thank you for trying to trust me, thank you for trying to understand me, thank you for giving me a chance.
Thank you for always being there when I needed, thank you for always supporting me, thank you for the time that you spend for me, thank you for all of your effort for me and us, thank you for all of your money that you spend for me, thank you for loving me so much.
I couldn't say thank you less, even I should have said it more, I have to say thank you more, I have to give you a lot of gratitude.
Thank you for the last 2 months, I'm really-really grateful for the relationship that you and me are going through, love you my little teddy bear 🐻.
The next thing I'm going to say is about my
Hopes and Dreams
I hope you and me will understand each other and love each other for as long as we can love.
I wish we will be a better couple for upcoming times.
I wish you a happy life and a great fortune.
I hope you will have a very good year in your 19th age, and I hope all of your problems will be fixed and all of your (good) hopes will come true.
There is too many hopes, wishes, and dreams that I want to say, but I think I should end it here and wish you a happy birthday!
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