The day we met
Uniqueness. Casey has always loved a different opinion or action. She prized herself as someone who can accept people's ideas and actions that differs from hers.
For the first time, her resolve was waving.
Dressed in a black long dress, tainted glasses and a purple rose in hand, she cast her glance at the strange man ahead of her. For a moment, she forgot the ache in her heart and really looked at this man's slim, charcoal black skin. He wore a white shirt and white shorts. His face was a direct contrast to hers. His eyes fixated in front of him. He smiled fondly at the raised, cemented grave. Of all places to smile? Casey thought.
It has been two years since she lost her brother but she still couldn't bring herself to smile at his graveside. As she glanced at the man, anger took residents in her heart. She wanted to smile, laugh even. She wanted to assure her brother she was a strong girl but her strong girl facade always deserted her when she needed it.
She decided to ignore that man. People grieved differently. She sat herself down slowly, placing her brother's favourite flower on his engraved name.
A memory pushed its way out of the cave she has imprisoned them for the past two years. She closed her eyes and surrendered to her mind as it took her back in time, back when Foster wasn't reduced to a mere memory.
***
"You heard the woman. That colour is not available," Casey said, voice pleading.
"But that's the one I prefer." Foster stamped his feet splashing muddy water her way. She took a deep breath to calm herself.
"How about white, or red. Red is beau..."
Foster shook his head, "No, it is not beautiful in my eyes. Red rose is too common. I want something different, unique."
"But we have checked all the gardens here and you still can't figure out what kind of flower you want." Casey's patience was slipping away.
"We haven't gone to mr KK 's garden." Casey almost strangles him. Her little brother was a pain. They were walking around gardens for three hours searching for a flower he had seen in a movie.
***
She felt a presence and willed her eyes open, shattering the rest of her reverie.
she didn't realize she was crying. She reached for the tissue the person handed her and dabbed her eyes clean.
"Thank you." she choked in a voice she didn't recognize.
It was the man she was watching all along. He had brown dirt on his white shorts. "No problem," the man said walking away. She didn't want him to leave. She wanted to say something, ask questions but her lips seem glued. She closed her eyes, suck in a large amount of air and stammered, "H..ow do.. you do that?" No reply.
"HOW DO YOU DO THAT" her voice echoed like in a horror movie.
The man halted in his tracts and walked back slowly to stand a few feet from her. Brows drew together in confusion.
"Come again," he asked
"You were smiling throughout your visit. How do you do that?" Where ever her confidence came from she didn't know but she was glad.
He drew in air, shoved his hands into his pocket and began. "I was discussing a book with her. she loved books and her favourite author released a book today. I pretended we were sitting together like we used to, reading stories and role-playing." Casey didn't say anything, only wished she could find such tranquillity in the things Foster loved.
"What did..." He stole a glance at the engraved name "Foster love doing?"
"He loved flowers, rare flowers though we never owned a garden." she found herself chuckling.
"How do you think Foster would feel in his own garden?" "Take a deep breath and imagine him in a garden full of his favourite flowers."
Casey did as told. Nothing came to mind at first. She dragged her eyes to Mr KK's backyard garden, she saw a thirteen-year-old year Foster in a yellow shirt, hands covered in dirt. He was planting flowers. He stood up, stretched his chubby frame and gazed back at his handy work. A contented smile gracing his face. It tugs at his lips and they bloomed open in a beautiful chuckle "I can't believe this is mine, Casey." Foster beamed, doing a cautious happy whirl in the garden. "Me neither." Eighteen years old Casey whisper yelled trying to match her little brother's enthusiasm. Foster went back to planting with a gentle smile on his face.
"There you go," A voice said and Casey jarred back to the present. Shoulders relax, eyes shimmering from the unfamiliar feeling taking over her body—She was laughing. She loved how the laughter took abode in every bit of her body. It felt like an angel gave her a piece of herself that was missing.
She finally brought her eyes to watch the man in front of her. He was smiling, broadly. "You are welcome," he smirked
Casey laughed, hard, like never before and threw her arms around the man's neck. They held on to each other like conjoined twins.
"Thank you so much," she said.
"You are most welcome, ..." Casey pulled away from the hug and offer her hand.
"Casey. Casey Johnson."
"Foster... I'm Foster."