December 29th of 2020

First talk, first time. Why does it feel surreal?

Ain’t a fool for nothing. Honestly, I was the one who started the conversation with you. Then, you replied and I was nervous how to respond to the favor you sent me. I was scared if I might freak you out. I was just wondering how good is it to be close to you. Everytime I remember that night, I always end up crying — do I deserve every inch of your attention? I don’t know how should I react, I can’t find the right thing to say; this will always stay unbelievable. All my emotions feel like explosions when you are around.

Never have I’ve ever met a soul as playful as yours, how enchanting it was to meet you.

Silently admiring you from afar... you’re so fine, so genuine, so true, so calm, so safe, so you — so natural, so pure to love: words aren’t enough to describe how much you mean to me. This was the very first page, please don’t be in love with someone else. Coming home to you.y

March 23rd of 2022

They’ll never love you like I can, Val. They might love you less or love you more than what I’ve done to you, but never be the same way how did I express mine. This is what I am talking about whenever I’m around with people you might don’t know, I kept having a conversation about you and telling them how proud am I having you, and I’m proud of you. You risked for something real, everything’s gonna be worth it — you’re the one who’s creating your fate by deciding what to do.

Why won’t I be sure having you? You’re the love of mine, Val. This is the wish I always want to occur. I never thought you’ll give me butterflies for free — you’re amazed of how alive am I, well, mind you — I am alive because of you. The colors, the auras, the feelings, the joys, the life, the warmth.... you’re a part of me that reminds me of how easy it is to breathe. I just arrived at my current location, you are home.

I‘ve never felt so sure, not until you happened.

April 26th of 2021

For with you is where I want to be, and I never thought I’d never ask for more.

We become who we ought to know, we just gotta let it go. I don’t need to expand my vocabularies to impress — I don’t even know what word I must use to define you. Hey, Lover, every signs — they lead me back to you, and I’ll always come back to you. Take me home, take me with you. This weary heart of mine has come to rest in yours. Every moment I shared with you, hours we spent goofing around, those sleepless nights — I can’t breathe, so bad — I can’t believe you chose to tell me how much I really mean to you. Since that night, you have no idea that I’m already yours...to the bone.

I found my way home, heretofore where my journey started — with you.