a note

from Laura Kalman

In late December of 2020, I came to the difficult decision to step away from ownership of Metta and (I thought) close up shop for good. Shortly thereafter, the opportunity for Metta to continue in the form of a worker-owned cooperative was presented to me. Over some time and many in-depth conversations it became clear to me that this was not only a viable path for Metta’s continuation, but an important milestone for Metta to belong even more fully to the communities we have always endeavored to serve. For me personally, it presents an opportunity to focus first and foremost on my clients and the healing work that I love so much.

Of course, my decision to step down as sole owner and lead decision maker comes with many emotions. Metta has been my chosen family, my touchstone for friendship, community, and purpose for the past 13 years.

And so with a spirit of deep reflection (and some letting go), I have recently been sifting through the “stuff” within Metta, the old rowhouse at 720 W. 36th Street. In this process, it has become so clear to me that the objects we collect and maintain can do us such a great service in holding our memories.

Here are some things I have revisited as of late:
• Pages of hand written notebooks with words, drawings, and designs that went into forming our earliest ideas, inspirations, and logo/branding content beginning in 2008
• Binders of research that informed the Heal Baltimore Project which aimed to create a network of accessible healing services for the underserved in Baltimore and provided bi-weekly massage to women in homeless shelters in 2011-12
• Original artwork commissioned by many amazing local artists and friends to promote our events (Community Energy Healings, First Fridays, annual holiday sales)
• Flyers for Fundraisers like “The Art of Healing,” a silent auction for A Moveable Feast, and “The Baltimore Healing Music Project,” a collaboration with numerous local musicians who created a beautiful healing soundtrack in support of Believe in Music
• Festival tents, handmade signs, and bins of decorations and supplies loaded up for street festivals like HampdenFest and the magical Wellness Camp at Fields Festival 2016
• Numerous precious, handwritten notes from practitioners and clients expressing love and gratitude for the healing that Metta helped provide for them (my heart!)
• Soooo many crystals, trinkets, and found objects carefully placed throughout the building by numerous practitioners creating alters of sacred reflection and offerings of Love

Through the artifacts that fill this space, I have accessed so much of the rich history and energy that made this place feel like a healing home to many, and I am beyond grateful. I’ve also realized that the vision that I held for Metta back in 2008 has manifested itself over and over in ways that I never could have imagined. I have been so incredibly lucky to be a witness to so many Blessings.

As I let go of the reins and pass on the torch, I am comforted that the history of Metta Integrative Wellness Center will continue to live on through this new and equitable cooperative.

As time will inevitably bring us back to a new and more stable sense of normalcy, I look forward to seeing the new and skillfully crafted healing sessions, events, and community services that will be created by this thoughtful, compassionate, and loving collective.

In the spirit of Metta, I offer my deepest gratitude for all that has been and what has yet to become.

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